A little too sentimental
It's raining almost everyday right, and rainy season can always make you feel emotional..well, that's for me, I don't know with you.
Just this morning as I was watching my 7-year old daughter being her grumpy self as always, I almost teared up. I was just overwhelmed with too much emotion and my memories went back memory lane when she was still inside my tummy and then when I gave birth to her and her growing up years..I was so filled with gladness and I was wondering, "How did we survived raising her up to what she is now?" I couldn't imagine us being too immature to be able to raise her.
So bear with me as I take you down memory lane.
I missed her chubby-chubby days.
These I guess were taken after her teething period. She's thin na in these photos.
I miss this hair so much and the cheeks, ka gigil! This age she's starting to be so grumpy and often whines. Her kulot hair says it all. Spoiled? Maybe because she had all our attentions since she was our unica hija.
I would never forget this photo because it was then that I realized that she's growing up so fast. How can she smiled like a lady already?
These and that makes me feel emotional because she is growing up way to fast. There are times that I feel bad because I tend to assume that she knows everything na and I expect so much from her which is very wrong.
Right now, all I want to do is cope up with all the things I missed because either I was so busy with my work and life or I was just too complacent. She's already in 2nd grade and even though she understands why I have to work but I know that she needs a parent to be in her school meetings and activities, and I am so guilty each time she brought up things like that. I understand she only wanted to spend more time with us maybe because she felt we're too busy with our career and we take her for granted. We don't do the things we used to do.
I really have to take this seriously because in a little while she will no longer want our company because she'll prefer going out with friends or worse boyfriend (not any sooner please).
Mamay
Just this morning as I was watching my 7-year old daughter being her grumpy self as always, I almost teared up. I was just overwhelmed with too much emotion and my memories went back memory lane when she was still inside my tummy and then when I gave birth to her and her growing up years..I was so filled with gladness and I was wondering, "How did we survived raising her up to what she is now?" I couldn't imagine us being too immature to be able to raise her.
So bear with me as I take you down memory lane.
These and that makes me feel emotional because she is growing up way to fast. There are times that I feel bad because I tend to assume that she knows everything na and I expect so much from her which is very wrong.
Right now, all I want to do is cope up with all the things I missed because either I was so busy with my work and life or I was just too complacent. She's already in 2nd grade and even though she understands why I have to work but I know that she needs a parent to be in her school meetings and activities, and I am so guilty each time she brought up things like that. I understand she only wanted to spend more time with us maybe because she felt we're too busy with our career and we take her for granted. We don't do the things we used to do.
I really have to take this seriously because in a little while she will no longer want our company because she'll prefer going out with friends or worse boyfriend (not any sooner please).
Mamay
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