Wonder Mamay

Disclaimer: This is a long overdue blog post. It was when my previous employer (Interport) announced about the retrenchment that I started to get worried and at the same time glad that finally after more than a year of being in the "floating status", decision has been made by the management, and we can finally move forward. But as reality was beginning to sink in, I started to feel scared and afraid of what's going to happen to me and my family. Am I going to find a job immediately? Is the money I got from Interport enough for our needs for the times that I still can't find another job. But these fears, I just kept them all inside because I don't want to give the people around me the negative vibe, I want to show to them that life goes on after that. There are paths that will lead us to where we should go. In reality, I prayed really really hard that God will guide me which way to go. And true enough, out of strolling around city square I decided to go to Capit...

Dear Gwapo, Until now I still can't believe you did what you did! You have a lot of friends, why did you took everything to yourself. You know you can always trust them to make you feel better if by that time you were so lonely and broken? I hate you for being so selfish! Sharing your friends just a little about how you felt would have been so helpful to lighten up your burden. I hate that you decided in the spur of the moment, you could at least tried to make it still work. Why did you listen to the whisper of the devil? I know I would never feel what you felt, but God is good. He will not judge you. He will listen to you no matter how bad you did in your past. You could have at least reach out to Him if you were so afraid to share to us.  But whatever I say now is too late, I know! I know that I have been not so nice to you in the past. I judged you based on the bad things that you did. I even got irritated every time I learn that you and Papay are together because I know w...