Wonder Mamay

Dear Anak, Today is the 14th of January, 2016. I am writing this to you to remind you later when you're older how cute you were as a child. Last night's convo: Mitmit: May, Von likes me. (with matching smile) Mamay: (Smiling and about to laugh) How can you say he likes you? Mitmit: Because he always says hi to me. I really wanted to giggle and laugh out loud but you were so full of stories so I just let you tell all the things that happen in school. I like it so much that you are so open to me now, you share what you were doing in school, who were you with, how you played with your classmates. I can really picture out how you enjoyed school already that you've got friends. I called Papay and told him about Von as I watched his reaction, haha.. Remember what Papay said afterwards during dinner? You're too young for that. hahaha! I just laughed because you were the cutest. Papay, I can just imagine his face when you get a little older and you'll have cr...

Have I told you about what happed to Papay last year around April? He got sick! It was a major moment for us, as a couple. We were tested really and thank God, we survived it. I realized a lot of things, and being a paranoid person, I imagined a lot of scenarios that can possibly happen to us, some were really scary, I don't even know if I can really handle. I really don't like seeing sick person because it's automatic that my mind can picture out the worst scenario..and I hate it too much. I am so afraid of losing someone that's why I get paranoid if someone gets sick. I can't stop thinking!  Now, Papay's sick again..I really hope it's nothing serious. I am bothered now, I am so worried already. It's really hard to experience what we had gone through before, it's the worst feeling in the world. We have to deal with it financially and emotionally.  I remembered so well how depressed he was that time and I don't ever want to see him like that...

Dear Anak, Being a mother to you is full of fun and surprises. I can no longer count the times you made me and your father stare at you for the longest time because we can't help but wonder how on earth did you grew up so fast and learn so many things already.  I remember watching you as you faces the mirror, put some powder on your face and neck and then fixes your hair, and then dances whole-heartedly in some korean song you know, I remember calling Papay's attention to watch you as you folded your skirt for it to be as short that we can see your undies already, your father was like, OMG! haha. At the age of 5, you are a big fan of korean act already that we even dont know, thanks to ate Dat. You are so kikay, so vain than me. You would always want something sexy as you say. But, we are just letting you be you..I know when you get older things will change. Just enjoy being you anak. Last night, you were so excited to tell me that you were the only one who got perfect i...

Hey guys, I know you still have hang over from the long Christmas season break..me, I'm back to reality. I am looking forward to the next holiday season. I just love the feel of Christmas season not to forget the presents that we receive and the bonus to some.. As much as I want to recall all the beautiful things that happened during the Christmas season I'm afraid I will miss some things. But i'll try my best. December 24, I still have to report to our office for a quick errand..the plan was to shop for something to prepare for 'noche buena' and then proceed to work, what happened was disaster. I spent like 3-4 hours in the grocery because there were so many shoppers. Went to work a little early for lunchtime already, my head was aching already and I was hungry..but I still have to go to another mall (ICM) to buy presents for our 'manitos-manitas'. Arrived home around 2 in the afternoon already, wanted so much to sleep to regain strength and energy for ...